Ashamed

Tears fall easily-in self-pity most of the time. But when you are hit by a very unexpected tragedy-tears just won't come. One is left numb. You break down after a long time-as if your feelings just got stuck in a jam before.

I have followed the Mumbai terrorist encounter in the news daily, know all the events that have occured and in what way and for how long. But when a buddy of mine gave me a link of Sandeep Unnikrishnan's orkut profile-I visited it but i couldn't recognise him as the NSG commando who died on that encounter. 

I am so ashamed of myself.

I feel like a hypocrite.

Tears don't fall easily now.