‘I love walking in the rain because nobody can see me crying’
Heart is a fragile thing….when it’s taken care of- it gets strong but when left out in d rain- it’s torn apart, broken-until its left- empty of compassion, until it’s numb- to the coldness of the rain drops. Once broken, it’s very difficult to recollect the broken pieces to make it whole again, difficult to get back the trust, faith lost before. I guess, that’s why people get attracted towards addiction to numb their senses and have a temporary refuge from this catabolic process. It’s when one feels suicidal because there’s nothing left to live for, no one to trust enough to spend the life with…..but people forget no one is a loner-there’s one for everyone, they just need a little more time and a little more care to find their right partner. No one dies alone; every person is a part of the universe, when one demise, half of the universe dies with it. Life is a chain reaction….every action, every laugh, every tear, every thought, concern and affection shared is the sum total of what we are today. No person is bad by nature-he’s what he is made by the society he grew up in or the situation he has grown in. A person told me that there is no love left in this material world…it’s both true and untrue…people need love now more than anything….all they need is a kind word and a little bit of love….that’s what we are lacking- a person to hold us when we can’t take the life load as easily as before, when we think all’s lost….what we need is a simple touch and these 4 words ‘I am with you’. Crying is not a sign of weakness, crying is good because with crying the grief, anguish gets washed away to make way for a new fresh life, a new leaf…ToTaL ReHaB…
PS-You can think me going all sentimental and stuff, but that’s what I felt while consoling a friend of broken heart, a friend whose shoulder I seek at the time of my distress.
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Sunday, January 13, 2008
DrabBLes
As u can see i wrote dis out a long time back on my lappy and was just too lazy 2 shift it here(imagine it took me 6 months!!!)......so here's sum of my reminisings...
17th June, 2007
Sunday
I had my math tuition from 7am every Sunday morning and it goes on till 11 (4 damn hrs!!) in the slowest pace possible (everything conspires against me!!) At last the joyous departing hour came and a friend messaged me to say that a friend of his wants to see me and told me to come at a designated spot. Sir is always punctual about our departing time so as soon as 11 struck I was so eager to repack my bag to leave that I didn’t hear him say that he would be back in a few seconds to discuss something nor I heard my friend repeating his words. I packed my bag in a blink and opened the door to get out when I was caught by sir busy in conversation with some people.
I happily yet a little uncertainly chirruped, ‘The class is over, right?’
Sir stared at me and said, ‘It’s not. Didn’t I tell you people? You go inside and wait.’
I was embarrassed. Sir was frowning a little and I felt I was in trouble.
When I returned back to my classroom, my treacherous friends (I am the one to blame-but it feels a lot better to consider it their fault :D) were laughing their heads off recollecting the quick switch of my emotions when sir said those words.
Well I didn’t get into any trouble but still it was quite embarrassing….
29th June, 2007
Friday
Out in the rain…
I return from school in an auto with two friends of mine. At a place near a tram depot, we change our transport and go our separate direction. I was waiting for my bus to arrive-it was getting late and no damn bus was in sight. Suddenly without a warning pelting rain fell and I just stood there!!! I looked at the sky to feel the rain smoothing the frown on my face and twitching a smile on my lips, drenching my hair and yet a kind of warmth spreading through every nerve in my body. In those sounds of rain I heard something sounding like ‘Gotcha’-as if Mother Nature is playing with me. I earlier complained to my mom that I never had the chance to stay out in the rain and now I got my wish...I felt so happy…
Conclusion: I got home thoroughly drenched and mom scolded me for behaving so like a child and I just smiled…even mom’s scolding can’t take away the feeling of happiness that I felt being out in the rain……
17th June, 2007
Sunday
I had my math tuition from 7am every Sunday morning and it goes on till 11 (4 damn hrs!!) in the slowest pace possible (everything conspires against me!!) At last the joyous departing hour came and a friend messaged me to say that a friend of his wants to see me and told me to come at a designated spot. Sir is always punctual about our departing time so as soon as 11 struck I was so eager to repack my bag to leave that I didn’t hear him say that he would be back in a few seconds to discuss something nor I heard my friend repeating his words. I packed my bag in a blink and opened the door to get out when I was caught by sir busy in conversation with some people.
I happily yet a little uncertainly chirruped, ‘The class is over, right?’
Sir stared at me and said, ‘It’s not. Didn’t I tell you people? You go inside and wait.’
I was embarrassed. Sir was frowning a little and I felt I was in trouble.
When I returned back to my classroom, my treacherous friends (I am the one to blame-but it feels a lot better to consider it their fault :D) were laughing their heads off recollecting the quick switch of my emotions when sir said those words.
Well I didn’t get into any trouble but still it was quite embarrassing….
29th June, 2007
Friday
Out in the rain…
I return from school in an auto with two friends of mine. At a place near a tram depot, we change our transport and go our separate direction. I was waiting for my bus to arrive-it was getting late and no damn bus was in sight. Suddenly without a warning pelting rain fell and I just stood there!!! I looked at the sky to feel the rain smoothing the frown on my face and twitching a smile on my lips, drenching my hair and yet a kind of warmth spreading through every nerve in my body. In those sounds of rain I heard something sounding like ‘Gotcha’-as if Mother Nature is playing with me. I earlier complained to my mom that I never had the chance to stay out in the rain and now I got my wish...I felt so happy…
Conclusion: I got home thoroughly drenched and mom scolded me for behaving so like a child and I just smiled…even mom’s scolding can’t take away the feeling of happiness that I felt being out in the rain……
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